ok, so i have a new guy. he is really really great. we met at a party of a mutual friend. actually, when i say party, it was like, six or so of us who all happened to show up there at the same time and alcohol was involved. i dont remember much at all about that night. i remember getting there, and the first few shots. (they were fun!) i also remember takin a few body shots. that was an interesting experience. i dont remember bege being there but for about half an hour. i know he left with caroline's mom for a long long time. i think its really funny how i dont remember him bein there. i never really knew bege before that night. but the next day we started talkin online, and he said that we had talked a lot the night before. hmm, interesting. i dont remember that, but thats cool. we talked all that day, and night, and any time we were both at the computer screen.
so, at this point im thinking, "how cool. theres a guy here that i may have a chance with. he is great, chill, and really sweet. whats wrong with this picture??" well, of course, he was moving in a couple of days...GREAT! i told myself so! not only was he moving away...500 or so miles north to ohio! thats super fantastic! serves me right for liking someone! just my luck, story of my life!
so, the next day, he asked me if i wanted to hang out. i said sure, because i really wanted to get to know him before he left. well, we decided to go to the movies to see Fun With Dick and Jane.
so bege gets to my house an hour or so before we needed to go to the movies. we chill with my brother, who was in his boxers, mind you. i made him put on some pants and come to my room and we watched Mr Deeds. then we went to the movies. that was a great time. the movie was hilarious. we got in the car afterwards, freezing because the weather is soooo unpredictable on the obx in the wintertime. chilled, we sat for a minute. i suggested that we go to the beach, and bege said ok. thats when i knew that i had a chance. i mean, what guy in his right mind would say yes to going to the beach at eleven o'clock at night in the freezing cold winter, unprepared, without blankets and whatnot?
so, at that, i knew he was a keeper. (hehe, not really, but it was really sweet of him)
so we went to the beach. we layed there for a few, in the sand. we stared up at the sky and talked about music, and aliens. ( i know, very serious and intelligent conversations we have : ) )
then we went for a walk. we walked about a mile up and down the beach. ok, what isnt romantic about this scenario?!?! he took me home, and i couldnt get him out of my mind! not only did i just have quite possibly the most romantic time of my life thus far, but i also couldnt stop thinking about how he was moving in two days. no fun for me, right??
so the next day, yes, we talked. a lot. i asked him how he was going to spend his last day on the obx. i told him that he should spend it doing whatever he wanted to do. it was his last day, and it should be incredible! he then proceeded to ask me if i wanted to come over. wow! i felt honored! he wanted to spend time with me on his last day here. so i met him at the beach later that night. we stayed there for a good while. then we went to see austin. jamie and david soon followed. so, there we were. five people cramped into austin's teeny tiny room. lets just say that room was made for austin...and thats it! we had a fun time there, but left after a short while. we all went back to bege's house. david and jamie followed, cause bege was going to give jamie some alcohol. ha, typical male departing gift. it was so sad watching those boys say goodbye to each other. they tried to act all masculine about it, but it reminded me of little boys saying bye to their best friend. so sad! i wanted to cry.
so after the goodbyes were said, bege invited me up to his room for a while. we got up there and talked forever. finally, his mom's alarm clock went off. i asked if she would mind if i was there that late, and bege just looked at me and was like, "we'll wait for her to hit the snooze button and then you can leave." awesome, so im picturing his mom coming upstairs with a shotgun saying, "why do you have a girl up here this late bj?!?!" so we waited, and he walked me to my car. we said our goodbyes. so, i went home, after the most incredible night of my life. and i had a boyfriend.
o yea, i left that part out. quite an important part of this story. while we were at the beach, we discussed whether or not it would be worth the try. i said that i could do it if he could. so, we decided to give it a try.
and thats the story of my current like. i say like because i dont love him in a romantic sort of way. not yet. maybe someday, but hey, im only eighteen! i have an entire life to fall in love. no rush right now. im just living my life one day at a time, and one moment at a time. no hurry for falling in love, or anything serious. im over the rush. im just having a fun day, one at a time.